Self-confident

I was a woman who was supposed to have a lot of beauty, whether it's the beauty of the language, the beauty of being and physical beauty. Of the three beauty that I mentioned earlier, I only had one beauty. The beauty of being, I guess. I am weak in memorizing foreign language, but it does not really affect my mind.Which always makes me humble and insecure is physical beauty.Physical who had not physically beautiful as my friend.

I'm fat, my body is not high like people around me.People always make fun of me by making jokes about my body.I can not dodge it all because it is a fact, even though I try to laugh at their jokes, often I feel hurt.They often say that they were kidding, but what they never thought of that joke they often hurt.Who would want to be fat? Short-bodied? All women want to have the perfect body. I want a slim body like them, I often try to diet but can not, I do not have much time to exercise.Wherever I always feel insecure.Everyone always discuss flaws, family, strangers, friends and even my best friend.

I tried to shut them to try hard to lower my weight, trying not often eat rice, no snacking, stop eating instant noodles and meatballs, and a dinner stop more than seven hours a night. It would be difficult, but I'm tired of their ridicule and jokes.
I will try hard so that I can confidently wherever I am.

God, help me! :"